OMG. I just watched "the black swan" Natalie Portman had always been my favorite but she was absolutely phenomenal. This movie inspired me soooooo much. But it also made me feel absolutely inadequate and FAT. God the spring is full on an I still feel FAT. I felt really gross today... I am on my down side today, definitely. But it will all be better. All will be good. Going back to restricting. No excuses.