So far I ate 200 kcal. I am planning on 600 more today. I am wierdly agitated. I am angry. I am working on a project that is just not going the way I planned. I dont know what to do with it. I could give up. Because its not giving the results I wanted. Honestly. If it was what I am supposed to do in life would it feel like a fight EVERY DAY? I mean... shouldn't it feel right?

because it doesen't