Ok. I have realized something ground breaking... my diet/loosing weight patterns are inconsistant... I eat semi normally, I just feel guilty about it, and I kid myself that I am actually restricting. In fact, the time that I REALISTICALLY lost weight... was 8-10 weeks of 800 kcal diet. I realized that looking at my "loose it!" reports. I actually lost all of that 16 pounds in 8-10 weeks!. Rest of the time I spent dieting was bullshit!!!! Which means... I can get my act together, and loose these 8 pounds in less than the time I accounted for it!
I need to get back to the loose it! app on my Iphone. It was the most reliable.

No excuses! I mean seriously, all I did was stick to 800 kcal a day. And I achieved my lowest weight ever..after 2,5 months I guess I got bored and stuff... Its very hard to go back to that... but it works!!!! In 8 weeks I lost 9 pounds.. which is exactly the amount I want to loose now!.. All I need is 8 weeks! I've done it before! 8 weeks.. starting tooday. 800 kcal or less. Sweet...now I have a deriection to follow and I know it works.

lol.. this is me.. cartoonized. :P

Look, here are my stats from some time ago:

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Sep 20th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
9/20/10	810	779	0	779	-31	133
9/21/10	810	735	0	735	-75	133
9/22/10	822	763	0	763	-59	131
9/23/10	822	793	0	793	-29	131
9/24/10	815	484	0	484	-331	130
9/25/10	815	808	0	808	-7	130
9/26/10	815	684	0	684	-131	130
663 calories under budget for the week
Lost 3 pounds this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Sep 27th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
9/27/10	815	791	0	791	-24	130
9/28/10	815	735	0	735	-80	130
9/29/10	809	591	0	591	-217	129
9/30/10	822	881	0	881	60	131
10/1/10	822	860	0	860	38	131
10/2/10	815	626	279	347	-468	130
10/3/10	815	799	0	799	-16	130
709 calories under budget for the week
No change in weight this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Oct 4th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
10/4/10	815	954	0	954	139	130
10/5/10	815	823	0	823	8	130
10/6/10	815	810	0	810	-5	130
10/7/10	815	975	0	975	160	130
10/8/10	815	900	0	900	85	130
10/9/10	815	900	0	900	85	130
10/10/10	809	852	0	852	43	129
515 calories over budget for the week
Lost 1 pound this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Oct 11th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
10/11/10	809	1,500	0	1,500	691	129
10/12/10	815	465	0	465	-350	130
10/13/10	809	363	0	363	-445	129
10/14/10	809	600	0	600	-209	129
10/15/10	809	432	0	432	-377	129
10/16/10	809	700	0	700	-109	129
10/17/10	809	700	0	700	-109	129
906 calories under budget for the week
No change in weight this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Oct 18th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
10/18/10	809	875	0	875	66	129
10/19/10	809	700	0	700	-109	129
10/20/10	795	700	0	700	-95	127
10/21/10	795	700	0	700	-95	127
10/22/10	795	700	0	700	-95	127
10/23/10	795	1,525	0	1,525	730	127
10/24/10	777	925	0	925	148	128
549 calories over budget for the week
Lost 1 pound this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Oct 25th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
10/25/10	777	900	0	900	123	128
10/26/10	777	492	0	492	-285	128
10/27/10	777	677	0	677	-100	128
10/28/10	777	1,012	0	1,012	236	128
10/29/10	777	900	0	900	123	128
10/30/10	745	1,267	0	1,267	522	127
10/31/10	745	704	0	704	-41	127
578 calories over budget for the week
Lost 1 pound this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Nov 1st

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
11/1/10	745	811	0	811	65	127
11/2/10	745	467	0	467	-278	127
11/3/10	739	881	0	881	142	126
11/4/10	739	900	0	900	161	126
11/5/10	714	516	0	516	-197	126
11/6/10	714	1,000	0	1,000	286	126
11/7/10	714	400	0	400	-314	126
134 calories under budget for the week
Lost 1 pound this week

Weekly Summary for Week of Mon, Nov 8th

Daily Summary
	Budget	Food	Exercise	Net	+/-	Weight (lbs)
11/8/10	714	400	0	400	-314	126
11/9/10	714	450	0	450	-264	126
11/10/10	707	667	0	667	-40	125
11/11/10	457	450	0	450	-7	125
11/12/10	451	533	0	533	82	124
11/13/10	451	745	0	745	294	124
11/14/10	451	158	0	158	-293	124
542 calories under budget for the week
Lost 2 pounds this week