New wind.

Ok. I'm Fine. I'm fine. Don't you hate how hormones mess with your mind? Anyways I ended up loosing 0.4 kg. I am back to BMI 20.0 and 55.2. Till the end of this week I am planning on getting back to 54.8 and 54.0 till the end of this month.

I feel much better with myself. My ass definitely got smaller but my thighs still look as if they have a ring of fat around the upper part. I will work on it tough. I hope soon I will start loosing in that area.

You know I realized a very interesting thing. You know how when you are little you watch cartoons or read comic books or whatever ( like Sailor Moon or WITCH or something) and every girl is picking the character that she wants to be? Yeah. In my mind I always wanted to be that gorgeous, blond, confident and the prettiest one from the team but at the back of my mind I thought "I am not cute enough to choose that character. Everyone will laugh" So I would always choose to be the less pretty and less popular sidekick.

I refuse to be that way. I am ready to be and have it all. I am ready to be that pretty, gorgeous, fit, confident, smart and organized one. Yup. Thats who I will be. Not necessarily blond tough. Perfection.